Officially about... oh, ten days until I'm able to leave this Hell of a home and have a better work environment, programs that cooperate with me, and internet that is nearly 100% better than current. Then we can start REALLY rolling again here, right? You guys know you miss me when I have to be so absent...

You better. I missed you guys too, embarassingly...Internet friends for the epick and win!

- Alhazad

Severely abused tonight.... pray for me because my whole body hurts. Literally.... 9 more days. Just 9 more days.

- Alhazad

...WTF.

Get out of there already if it's that bad.

8 more days! My fiance' is the only way out of here, but he has to graduate before I can run off with him. 8 more days! Ra Ra! That's like only a little over a week now! I'm super excited. I hope it all works out so I can go go go!

I even took pictures for proof for him of the abuse, so now he believes me (not that he didn't before, but I wanted to just reassure him I'm not some heathen who wants to be cooped up in the house...).

- Alhazad

...Why are you not calling the cops?

What exactly is going on? I feel like I'm missing a huge chunk of info that may be important. I hope I'm not overreacting.

If someone's abusing you in any way, it could escalate, not only for you, but for anyone who crosses their path next. You should contact the police and press charges, and eventually get a restraining order. There's no reason to be living in pain like that. But you might not want to do that until you're out of there. You don't want to get caught in an even more explosive situation. Abusive people also have tendency to be stalkerish, so you might want to "go off grid" for a while.

And even if you believe your fiance is the only way out, he's not (I'm assuming you're female, of course). If anything happens where you can't run together, grab your shit and go. There are homeless shelters and places abused women can go. Being homeless is dangerous, but not as dangerous as an abusive psycho being under the same roof. No matter what, run as far as you can. I don't know where you are, but you can look up resources online of where to go. You can talk to police and lawyers online, too. There's always more than one option.

Be safe.

are u going to post the pics here?

stay safe, Boss-
don't do anything that'll hurt you--
I'd say call the cops and don't put yourself in jeopardy.

Been a few days since you last posted an update here. I'm worried about you. Hope you're okay.

Sorry about that. I have a picture of one of the welped/bruised spots.
http://i42.photobucket.com/albums/e341/ ... age124.jpg

I'm at my grandmas for the time being and I may only leave when my fiance' can get down here soon. (though I've been told he must stay here a few weeks before I can go off with him...). Nevertheless, I'm going to try to be staying here at my grandma's. Hopefully it gives me a little break.

- Alhazad

Hah. Well...now my grandma is starting towards physical abuse. I should be able to leave soon, though my physical health is in the pits right about now. My fiance' (Zeikyfries) is supposed to come get me, I hope... I don't think his family wants me either, and who would want a sick little girl anyhow, right?

Yeah.

- Alhazad

its been 3 months al hope you the best